Tuesday, November 29, 2011

It's CHALLENGE time!!!!!

Well folks, it's that time again! It's Challenge time!!! What exactly is Challenge you say? Well I am more than happy to oblige. Inspired by EMC International's yearly Challenge meeting, EMC Philippines has put its own creative spin on it. Challenge is a monthly/bimonthly meeting between all the Philippine EMCs and of course is open to all who wish to attend. All of our youth come together for for a night of worship, games, reflection, learning, fun and of course food!(There's always food. Seriously.) 

Sam & the praise team
Each Challenge meeting has a theme and this meeting's theme is "Awareness". We want this time to be a time of spiritual awakening for all the youth. We pray that the youth be aware that God DOES have a plan for them and we want them to not only be aware that God does have a plan but to begin to discover what exactly is God's will for each and every one of them. This meeting we hope that all who attend be strengthened in their faith and be encouraged to become active in and serve in the ministry.



Guitar: James, Drums: Sam, Bass: Sacks
This month's Challenge meeting will take place on Wed Nov 30 beginning at 4pm (local time of course) at EMC Dagupan in Lasip Chico. So if you're reading this in the Philippines come on down!!! Join the fun and be blessed! If you're abroad, let's be there in spirit and pray for this Challenge meeting. Let's pray for God's blessing to be on the youth. Let's pray that all who attend be encouraged and strengthened to have a deeper relationship with Christ and to be become aware of God's plan in their lives.


L to R: Pastor Randall, Sam, Pastor Eds
Here are some pictures of a previous meeting; Challenge: Focus.

Be encouraged brothers and sisters! God is going to do great things!

"I am always aware of the Lord's presence; He is near, and nothing can shake me."- Psalms 16:8

-Melissa M
EMC International: Philippines coordinator

Youth...Let's pray that the numbers will triple!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

It's Time to Give Thanks

Every year, we as get together with our families and friends, we are reminded to be grateful for all we have been given. As I sit and reflect on what God has given to me, my family and the entire EMC family, I am overwhelmed by His goodness and faithfulness. There is much to be thankful for.

First and foremost, we give thanks to Our Father in heaven. It has been an extraordinary year. He has carried us through the triumphant highs and the agonizing lows. He brought us this far and the journey has been remarkable. I am so grateful to God that we have our own EMC family in the Philippines and by His grace we have celebrated our first anniversary with our EMC Philippines family this past year. Through Him we have come this far and through Him we will go even farther than we can ever imagine.

As we celebrate this thanksgiving, we look back and we thank God for the lives of Sam and Ate Weng. Though is has been hard these past few weeks, we thank God, that even though it was for a little while, we had these two amazing people walk the earth with us. We thank God for the memories we have with them and the love we were able to share with them. And more importantly, we thank God that there is life beyond this life and that we have the comfort of knowing that we will see them again.

On behalf of the EMC family both in New York and in the Philippines, I personally thank everyone who opened their hearts this past few weeks and supported us during such difficult times. The support we received from all over the world was overwhelming. To everyone who donated, supported, prayed for us and shared in our grief; Thank you very much. Words cannot express mine or the entire EMC family's gratitude.

But above all, we thank God for all this. It is through Him that people's hearts were moved to support us. It is through Him that we celebrated our first year together. It is through Him that dreams will be fulfilled and triumph will be attained. It is because of our Lord Jesus Christ, and only through Him that we have life, love, grace and mercy. 

We have much to be thankful for, so let us give thanks.

"In everything give thanks..."
-1 Thes 5:18

-Melissa M
EMC International: Philippines coordinator

Friday, November 4, 2011

To Sam Balmores: My Lost Letter





I'd like to share the thoughts of one of our youngest missionaries-Kenny. I pray you will be touched.


Sam if it were possible for you to read this at this moment, I'd like to thank you, apologize, and let out some of the thoughts I've had after having been with you during my Philippines mission trip back in 2010. I'm incredibly sorry for not saying this when I should of, at the memorial service. But I knew I wasn't ready, I would've either said nothing or too much with tears and saliva dripping from my mouth. So I am here with a blog post to organize my thoughts instead, and I hope you can forgive me for that. 


To be honest, when I first met you I didn't find myself dying to be your friend and starting a relationship that I actually have with your brother, Shem. I found you to be quite the character, loud and obnoxious; kind of like me but despite our common personality, I just found you to be out of my reach. When we talked, it was a bit awkward but I still cherished your presence as I hoped you cherished mine. We were able to do some stupid things here and there, but I noticed the lack in actual building between our friendship. I truly regret this, I regret not being able to start a relationship that I have now with Shem, I regret not taking the initiative to start something great with you. We left shallow imprints on each others hearts before we parted ways, but yours ended up deepening over time.


Sam, I valued your principles, but most of all I valued what you were most best at: loving. No one knows, but I've always looked up to the brotherly relationship you shared with your ading Shem. I can remember the time when we were traveling in a crowded, sweaty van but you and your brother humbly took the trunk; the whole ride consisted of your jokes and laughing along with Shem. You guys prevented me from sleeping despite my fatigue, but I didn't mind. You see, I have two brothers but my relationship with them is no where near the one you hold with yours. Unfortunately, my brothers and I are sometimes quite distant with one another and we can't openly joke and share with each other as you two do. Honestly, I was jealous. I had always wanted a brother like you, one that cared so deeply for their ading and expressed his love for his younger brother so easily. Mine are much different, and I grew up with a semi-cold heart against them because they wouldn't play with me or say they loved me. You manifested God's love in each and every one of your actions, and that empowered me to be the same. You never knew this and I don't know how much of a difference it would have made for me to have told you, but I do wish I could've returned to the loving Sam I met last year. 


Because of you, I have hope to renew relations with my own siblings. When I think of you, I think of brotherhood and I only wish that I had started one with you. We barely knew each other, yet look at the change you created in me. I am forever grateful to you and your mission and I know God is definitely pleased with what you have done and left for your fellow brothers and sisters to carry on. I can only imagine the pains that your close, loved ones feel; maybe I'll never understand. While we're all in a time of mourning, I'm still happy that you're with God with ate Weng now. I hope we, the people left to complete your legacy, can make you proud just as you made God proud. I cannot wait to be with you in heaven one day, where I will make sure I can create an everlasting bond of friendship and brotherhood. 

Yours truly,
Kenny Jin

Ate (Sister) Weng: "This is not goodbye, I will see you again"

Do forgive my late updates. It's been a difficult time for all of us. For our non Tagalog speakers, you might see the word "Ate" a lot (pronounced: ah-teh). That means older sister in Tagalog. Many of our missionaries from NY are truly devastated at the sudden deaths of Sam and Ate Weng. I would like to share the thoughts of our missionary Joanne L.


Ate Weng, words wouldn't be able to truly describe how much you will be missed. In a matter of one minute into our conversation. I already knew you were such a loving and giving person. The stories we've shared with each other made my Philippines trip even more memorable. I was blessed to have you become a sister of mine. Before I went back to the US, you burned me a CD with many Christian songs that uplifted me and I am so thankful that God sent you into my life to bring me joy.You've taught me to keep my faith strong and put it in God's hands. I'm going to miss seeing you Ate Weng but your face will always be inplanted in my heart. I will never forget what you have taught me and shared with me. This is not a goodbye because I will see you again.
-Joanne L.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Remembering Sam: A True Friend & Brother

"You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you 
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you"-MercyMe

Sam, me, Shem: Together in Baguio
Whenever I write these posts, I write as a coordinator. I look to spread awareness and to challenge people to step outside their comfort zone and be a part of God's work. But right now, I'm not writing as a coordinator or a leader or a student....I'm just a sister who misses her brother terribly.

I've been going to and from the Philippines since I was 12 years old. My first real friends in the Philippines were Sam, Ate (sister) Weng, Shem, Chad, Ate Shine and the University Baptist Church youth. And no matter how long I am gone from the Philippines, every time I come back, it always feels like I never felt and we all just pick up from where we left off.

Teaching the children music
The earliest memories I have of Sam are of him playing the drums at UBC. To me, he was the best drummer-hands down! He was so talented. I always marveled at how well he played every instrument. He was always kind, always nice, always smiling and he was always laughing. He and Ate (sister) Weng always treated me like a little sister and I loved them both for doing so. As time went on with trials and triumphs, Sam went from being a funny teenager to a man of God ever willing and ever ready to serve Christ. At our last mission, I looked with pride to see him lead our congregation in worship. I couldn't believe that this was the same Sam I had known all these years.

The very last picture I took with the three of us
But what I remember most about Sam weren't his exceptional talents in music and leadership. I remember all the little things-the most important things. I remember his kindness. His unmistakeable laugh that still rings in my ears today. I remember the way he would always say, "Don't cry! You'll come back here again!" whenever I cried upon leaving the Philippines. The way loved his niece and nephew and carried them around like they were his own children. I remember the way he made others laugh. I remember the times he would have the guitar and we would all sing together. And if we made a mistake with the lyrics we would say, "Pirated yan!" (It's pirated!=Pirated version) Every time I came home to the Philippines, he was there. Every time I went out with my cousins and friends just to have fun, he was there. In my happiest moments and in the moments where I cried like a baby, Sam was there.  I couldn't imagine not having Sam around and although I trust God and accept this, it's still brings tears to my eyes to know that he won't be there to greet me when I step down from the plane the next time I return.

Brother & Sister forever
Sam, if I had to write about all the memories that we shared and the wonderful times we had together, I would never finish this blog. I watched with pride as you came out of difficult circumstances and mature into the man of God you were meant to be. My life has been changed, because you were a part of it. I cannot thank you enough for everything. But I think what I am most grateful for, is that you taught me the one Taglog word I cherish the most-Ading (younger sibling). You loved me and treated me as your own ading. You called me ading. Because I know what it is to be loved and be called ading, I can give that same kind of love and call others my ading too. You are the best brother anyone could ask for. I miss your laugh and the way you made me laugh. As I try to smile through the sobs and chuckle through the tears at all the wonderful memories, I can't properly express the joy of having known you and the sorrow of being separated from you. I'm not sad because you are in fellowship with Christ, but my heart aches because of how long I have to wait until we meet again. I'll never forget you. I love you so much brother and I miss you.

I'll see you later.

Your ading,
-Melissa M.


"In Christ, there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now"-MercyMe